Heyo! If you haven't known where i am first..My supporter expired, Second of all I have been tad bit busy with overworking myself these days over becoming a better artist, I am going through a phase where I feel like I wasted my time in my life, I have never improved, i have never did anything, I am starting to fee I did nothing at all to be honest. But thats just me to be fair, I haven't gained a fanbase and I haven't gained anything because I am going through some stuff.

But this is not much of my worries anyways, its just a piece of it, Sort of a half even. But I have been very down these days, Lots of terrible things had happened through out the months, People who I loved and cherished like atsushi sakurai and wiesi had passed away, And I still can't handle the concept of them being gone, The conflict is still ongoing which is just insane at this point, I stopped following anything about it because I have never seen a situation send you this much to genuine insanity in my life, And I don't have much people to talk with these days.

I have been acting negative lately, And I sort of have an excuse over the fact things are not going well at all, I need some support, And I needed someone to pat me on the back, But I have none. I decided to isolate myself and make do with what I have I very few amount of people who help me out throughout, But they rarely appear tbf and some of my friends are a tad bit ignorant (Not anyone from newgrounds btw, I especially have an old friend who I used to be close with who became ignorant over me and obsessing over his boyfriend instead and his other friends, We barely talk tbh)

Either way basically I am not feeling good these days, If your wondering why the art I produce is so slow well itst because of that and I am trying to train to be better. I don't know where will my life go from there, I don't have hope in my life at all, I don't think anything amazing will happen to me these days, Nothing great is happening to me, And I will never experience nice things in life again...Aside from spending my only 50$ on fuckin video games due to autumn sale, That I planned to use to commission a drawing with, Hope you understand why I'm slow over my content